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Okay...I'm doing SO much better! I had a great week and I've had a lovely weekend! I am making progress and feeling more and more like the me I knew and loved...only different...good different. I have been working on releasing a lot f the past and for the most I have been doing well. I have one stubborn area, and I don't know how I am going to ever come to a place of peace about it. However, I will continue to do what I need to do to put it to rest. Maybe I'll address it in another posting, but I'm not dwelling on it right now.

In the meantime, my frame of mind has drastically improved. I am feeling more positive and excited about who I am and my life in general. I have so much to look forward to in the coming months. Getting out with friends is huge and I'm pretty sure part of my despondency  was being a hermit...again! car in a couple of months will surely help!

Next weekend is our annual Highland games. I'm going with a friend and so looking forward to seeing some lovely men in kilts! *Grins* One of my favorite groups, "The Wicked Tinkers" are going to be there as well as some of my faire family. The weekend after that is WizardCon and in June a(very small) Comic Con type con is coming and John Barrowman is going to be there...I love John! (he was in Doctor Who, Torchwood, Arrow and other things...luv him muchly!) Then  July...fairly quiet unless I take a trip in my new car *Wheeeeeee*...then August and Star Trek convention, September and huge party with on line family over Labor day weekend...October Faire..Huzzah..then the holidays! Wowza!

I'm eating much better and as soon as my knees heal a bit more, I will start exercising again.  I have maintained my weight for over a month and I'm looking forward to really losing weight. Losing weight so I am healthy, have the energy to do what I so long to do, go the places I dream of going and living the life I truly, deep, down, dream of in my heart of hearts.

For now I am doing what I can to continue to make positive changes in my life. I've lightened my hair to a medium brown and and will let it grow out again. (it's a small thing, but I like it!) I'm meditating, journaling, setting goals, mapping out the vision of my life as I want to be, and working on a vision board. I'm focusing  a lot on my spirituality, which I have neglected greatly. I'm reading and studying new things, including learning how to speak Irish Gaelic!  In essence I am  working on my physical self, my mental self and my spiritual self.

I know there will be ups and downs, however,  I am building up my arsenal of tools, inspiration and knowledge to get me through it all!  I can do it and I will do it!


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